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Well it's been a really long time since i updated i found out yesterday why my dad passed away makes me really sad :( he had a Heart Attack, Caused by an irregular heart beat that either he knew he had and never told anyone, Or he just didn't know about it. But anyways so i've been just trying to deal with that shit. Me and Jeff are on some sorta break.. I don't know whats going on with that i'm way to stressed right now to even bother with it either he wants to be with me or he doesn't but it's all up to him i'm sick of trying. Ashley Graduated Friday.. Congrats ashwee!! i <3 u girlie. I Stayed the night at Adam's house sunday with ash and i drank WAY TOO MUCH i don't ever want to drink again still feel sick when i think about it :-p ewwww. I went and saw nicole last week in sac. I miss her like CRAZY. I'm starting Cosmo school soon which i'm very excited about. Well imma cut this short i need to get dressed and stuff so i'll try to update more.
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| To My Dad |
[27 Apr 2004|02:37am] |
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Daddy i just wanted to write you something. I miss you soo much life is so different with out you here with me. I know your somewhere better then me and your not in pain anymore. But i just don't understand alot of things. It doesn't feel like it was your time. I wasn't ready to let you go I'm still just a kid. I had so much more learning to do from you. But God needed you more then me I guess. Just please do me a favor and ask him to have you be my guardian angel. K daddy? And tell me grandpa I love him so much.. I love you both so much always know that k? Bye daddy.
Love your daughter,
Jenna
RIP Arcilio Pacheco
July 23rd 1950 - April 4th 2004
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| Update 3-22-04 |
[22 Mar 2004|10:33am] |
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Hey everyone time for my update. Here's whats going on.. Me and jeff are moving back to my dad's my mom wants us to and i missed my mommy so i'm gonna move home. I'm getting another tattoo on my foot on april 1st i already put $20 on it so i'm excited about that my new job is awsome i'm lovin it we still have the satrun... why you ask long ass story if you want to know call my cell. But the saturn is in both of our names now so thats good. this is really short and unfinished but i have to go so i'll post later
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| Update 2/26/04 |
[25 Feb 2004|05:30pm] |
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It's been a few weeks since i've updated. like i said in my last few entires i don't live at home so i don't have a computer i only update when i get a chance to use my dad's computer. So whats been happening.. Well my MOMMY IS HOME!!!! I picked her up from the Sacramento airport Feb.19!!!. I have a new job i start next week YAY. me and Jeff are looking at new cars i think i'm getting a 2000 civic Ex ( I want this one more then the other one but either of them would be nice ) or a 98 mustang gt i'll be getting it next week. the saturn is a pos and they are trying to screw us so we are trading it in and the new car is going to be in my name which is awsome. Ashwee leaves in a few weeks for NY Imma miss you hunny. I'm going to the snow next week yay snowboarding here i come. i sold my snow board but i'm getting a new one this weekend. i'm getting a whole set up this time. Jeff and i have been looking at houses. there is a really cute one between here and modesto.. Like in the country. I'd love it if we could get it because We are supossed to be getting a dirt bike and a quad ( Dirt bike for him quad for me... I don't belong on a dirt bike i tried to ride one a few weeks ago and about killed my self ) so living in the country would be awsome plus i have my freaking HYPER ass dog and she can't been in town all she wants to do is run around. But anyways i need to go get dressed and stuff i'm supossed to out to lunch with some friends.. So i'll try to up date more later today or sometime later this week... bye bye kiddies <33
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| Long time |
[30 Jan 2004|09:24am] |
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Well it's been a long ass time since i've updated lots and lots have happened. Nicole is no longer a part of my life.. Reasons we aren't going to get into. Me and jeff are still together all most 11 months :) I'm getting another new car in two months ( i've already been approved just waiting to save for my down payment, IT'S REALLY HARD THE MALL IS HAUNTING ME!!!! ) Either getting a 00 s-10, 00 white honda civic ex ( if it's still there in two months if not i maybe a different color ) Or the car i've wanted more then anything for like ever... a 92-96 Honda Prelude!!! ( They told me they'd find me one. ) So i'm very excited about that. I'll still have my Saturn but Jeff will use it for work because it gets better gas mileage then his truck. I moved back home with my dad... ( he was getting sick ) But i'll be moving to modesto this summer with ashley we've already started planning that. Jeff and my little brother live with Manuel. Jeff likes it there, And he told me if i ever need to move back i can. So the only thing i can remember that i've done since i've updated is last weekend the rest.... lol Kind of a blur.... So last weekend i stayed the weekend with Ash right. Well Friday. We went to Justin's house and we ended up staying the night did plan on it... it just happened but that was pretty cool i felt really sick during the day on saturday lack of sleep i think. So all saturday we slept. Then Saturday night we went to my friend Laura's house she's dating someone from gustine he was there too. had a few drinks then me and ash hit up mchenry till justin got off work Met some really cool guy from hilmar named Jeremiah ( I hung out with him last night I WANT HIS CAR 93 Honda prelude ) Yeah he's really cool. but anyways so after we met them I think Jenray called use from justin's cell i don't know they were all fucked up. So we went over there till about 3 then drove our drunk asses all the way back to stockton... Then yesterday me and ash went to the mall i got these really cute roxy jeans i love them and two polo shirts from aeropostal. then we went by the car dealership and on the way there i seen Miguel haven't seen him in a while so we met up with him at walgrens or whatever i'm supossed to go to his house around five he's going to work on my car but we will see i don't know if i want to go over today i may go over there later this week... so yeah thats why i've been up too.. and today is friday so guess what... TIME TO DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN. well i gots to go i'll update monday on how my weekend went. bye every one... see you soon asheee
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| i know who my real friends are now |
[20 Dec 2003|01:05pm] |
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hey it's been a while since i've updated i dont live at home anymore so i don't have a computer... but you know whats funny is when i come on here and read people journals you find out who your true friends are... you know the ones that don't flake on your birthday to hang out with skanks and the ones who are there with you having a hell of a good time laughing together yeah just want to say thanks to those real ones and to the fake ones haha when your life come crashing down which it some day will anyways ive been really busy working and stuff i got my labret pierced last night it's sooo cute i love it.jeff's birthday is today big 2-0. I can't wait till christmas eve i get to be with my Ashwee. ( Thats my bestest friend in the whole world ) I love work the people there are great and i won't have problems there because i don't date people i work with so people don't talk shit about me lol Anyways i have to get ready for work so i'll post whenever i can bye bye
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| Oh my god |
[15 Nov 2003|08:34pm] |
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Check this out my dad has a bad back... it's a long ass story too it but he's thinking of re-opening the case and if he does he wants to try and settle for like 500,000 dollars if he does he's selling all our houses we own here in Cali, And moving to Portugal.. here the catch as to way i'm so happy..... If he does this.... HE'S BUYING ME MY OWN HOUSE IN MODESTO!!!!!!!!! the reason for it though is he's going to fly back every 4 months or so to visit. If this happenes Ashley is moving in with me, Ash lets cross our fingers... Don't get me wrong i don't want to live with out my dad but this was his idea not mine. and when he told me that my eyes lit up like a freaking christmas tree. lol 18 and getting my own little house :) my life will be perfect i'll have my own house my own car my bestfriend and my boyfriend living with me who could as for anything more! Oh goodness the parties we'll have noone to tell us when to be home.. I'm so excited i'm like a freaking little kidd. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well i'm out kiddies <33
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| Sex party anyone? lol |
[15 Nov 2003|09:22am] |
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Oh my god last night was such a blast, I wouldn't have had fun if it weren't for Ashley and Alisa. Thanks for throwing the party with me Ashley I <3 you hun:) And Alisa your the best lol I can't cook pizza for crap. Anyways, so me and Ashley had an Adult Novalty party last night very interesting might I say. My boyfriend was a little drunk lol that was pretty funny But with out my girls there it wouldn't have been half as fun. MMM we had Jello shots they were so good Renee made them :)I got my toys that i ordered from the last one... Very very interesting. Ashley is on her way to New York Lucky girl be safe hun and i'll miss you see you when you get back. Me and Jeff are going Clubing tonight with Shawn and Alisa, That will be very interesting concidering the fact my boyfriend CAN'T DANCE. I was supossed to go to Gilroy with Melissa but her dad wants family time lol, We still may go out to lunch or something at apple bee's ( They have really cute waiters at the one in Turlock, I still love you Jeffy i'm just looking no touhing baby :) ) Anyways imma get going i need to do my hair and make up for the day i'll post later tonight or tomorrow. bye kiddies <33
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| Finally Updating |
[13 Nov 2003|11:05pm] |
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I haven't updated in like days alot has happened sorta me and ashley hang out all the time she's like the greatest i love the girl to death i've never had so much in common with one person, We are having a party together tomorrow.. LOL don't ask it's going to be soo much fun alisa is going to be there so thats even better she's such a doll :) Me and ashley got our nails done today ( Renee, Alisa's sister does them she does the BEST JOB ) I bought a new nose ring it's sooo cute and i'm getting my belly botton repeirced Saturday. Ashley leaves for New York saturday morning.. Imma miss you like crazy hunny :( OH MY GOD like in the past week 3 not 1 but 3 of my friends and there boyfriends have broken up needless to say 1 of them got back together and 1 of them sorta got back together and the other one well her boyfriend is just a jerk.. I'm not nameing names lol but they know who they are. So anyways me and Jeff have been together for 8 months today he's living with me now and he bought me a new car it's sooooo pretty, 98 saturn sc2 it's white i love it sooo much and i got a turtle i don't know what to name him but if anyone thinks they have a good name for him let me know. hmmm what else Oh yeah ashley moved home to stockton it's a little bit of a drive but it's cool she's worth it and when she gets a new car she said she'll drive out here she wants to try and drive her car here but it's about as bad as my neon was so i don't think it's a good idea. But anyways kiddies imma go bed i'm pretty tired and i have a party to host tomorrow so night night. <33
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yay so jeff isn't leaving for the weekend he's coming here!:) yay i feel very special he's not going his family reunion just for me:) I love you baby... this weekend is going to be fun i can't wait :) well i'm going to go bye bye
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[30 Sep 2003|10:18am] |
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I may keep this journal I just did the layout on it and i like it :)
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| This is for everyone |
[23 Sep 2003|12:43pm] |
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I have a new sn on here it's That1crombiegrl. add that sn because i'm going to be deleting this one.
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[20 Sep 2003|11:51pm] |
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Would someone be willing to make me a Friends olny banner with the whole pink star thing PLEASE :-D
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| People piss me off |
[18 Sep 2003|11:34pm] |
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I hate when people bitch about something but do nothing to change what they are bitching about and then when you say something about it they get mad well god damn if your going to get mad then don't say something. I'm sick of people calling me with there problems and getting mad at me when i straigh up tell them like it is i don't call people when i have problems i take care of them myself and if i did call someone and they said something then i would just listen because i called them. but thats just me i guess i'm a different person. You know what else bothers me people dating outside there race, I mean i wouldn't have a problem with it but when people talk so much shit about that race and then go and date them i think thats kinda hypocritical, But ohwell and i know i'm gonna have people upset with me and leaving me comments on this post but you know what i don't care if you don't like what i have to say then shit don't read my freaking journal. these are my thoughts and my opinions and i'll write whatever i want to up here.
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| Interesting night |
[15 Sep 2003|11:33pm] |
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I went to the bullfights tonight Keri Rose called me and asked me if i wanted some tickets to go so i got some from her hung out with her for a bit then hung out with David Borba after that I ran into Briana Martinez and Casey Webster we are cool now they were just like we have no problem with you and i told them i have no problem with them so thats cool seen a bunch of people i haven't seen in forever Some people got in a fight i watched them get arrestd that was funny drank a little i don't think i should have done that but ohwell that was pretty much it i'm really tired so imma go i'll update tomorrow about the festa bye kiddies! <33
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Nicole is going to be here tomorrow woo hoo i can't wait! we are going to go shopping tomorrow and then i guess coming back here for festa ashely is coming and staying the night with us :) Santa Cruz was canceled to to Jeffrey's recent accident. it's okay i'm not mad about it just glad he's okay so we are going to go to modesto and go to like funworks or something now and just be little dorks all day then sunday take my Abby to the festa i think she'll like that alot. Sorry for the lack of updates i've been busy the last couple days taking care of my baby. well imma go this is kinda short but i'll update later tonight.. Bye kiddies! <33
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| My Boyfriend was in a car accident |
[07 Sep 2003|09:50pm] |
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So yeah my boyfriend pretty red car is no more
http://www.geocities.com/norcaljrm/carwreck.html go to this link to see pics
Yeah pretty scare when i get the call from him telling me to get out there some freaking old people ran turned right into him sorry that sounds mean because there old but yeah they could have killed him because they can't pay fucking attention to the road if they would have hurt him worse then he is i would have FLIPPED more then i did i got there and was just balling i love him soo much we fight and break up ALOT yeah you guys read about it. but i'd be so lost with out him he's my life.. Jeff i love you more then words can ever say. i might fight with you and say mean things but i don't mean them i'm just angry and your car accident made me realize that i could loose you in a second and i'd be lost with out you. Your it for me babe. so yeah Nicole will be here friday for the weekened and Ashley is staying friday night here too WOO HOO santa cruz HERE we come... :) those two girls honestly is what keep me together ashley i haven't known you too long but i'd be lost with out you too.. and nicole well nicole is like blood i couldn't live with out it:) I LOVE YOU GUYS SOOO MUCH so yeah the three loves of my live Jeffy Coley and Ashwee :)well imma get going nighty night!
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Oh My God Oh My God...... I did my lay out Almost all by myself.. the only thing i got help with was a few color things, thanks to Jen :) well i'm going to bed now night night peoples
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wow so today i've been a lazy ass i did some laundry cleaned up my house and watched some tv and took a nap. thats about it. I'm going to the movies tonight with Jim i think Jeff is pissed off about it but whatever. Lol off the subject of my day my dog just crawled under my bed and she's getting WAY to big to be doing that i just thought it was the funnest thing in the world to watch her squeeze her fat ass under there. So anyways back to my day like i said pretty boring so far. later will be better, Yesterday was HORRIBLE my poor car :( it's going to die soon i swear it's a 97 it shouldn't be ready to die yet but it has ALOT of miles on it. So i was going to modesto yesterday to to go hang out with ashley well i get outside of newman and my car starts getting really hot and i'm like WTF because i just had my fans fixed and my thermostat Replaced and yeah it was okay yesterday morning so i figure i'll just get to modesto get Jeff's car and i'll be cool... NOT i didn't even make it to Jeff's work it over heated before then So i'm like crying and stuff because i don't know what to do so jeff talks to his boss to see if he can come get me and he's boss was in a rather good mood so he let him come get me jeff opens the cap to the radiator and there is like NO WATER OR COOLANT! so i took Jeff back to work used his car to go hang out wish ashely and then after work we went and put more stuff in there and it works now :-\ ( WHERE THE HELL DID ALL THE WATER AND STUFF GO??? there is no leaks ) Anyways ashley is so funny i can't wait till nicole comes down so we can all hang out she's such a doll. anyways i'm just going on about stupid shit i'm going to go eat lunch i'll update tonight after i get home from the movies bye byes <33
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